I'm just out to find, the better part of me.

I'm going to be an au-pair.

Time to do something with my life.

I have nothing to stay for over summer.

So, hello spain. 

The worst things in life come free to us.

WHY am I so unlucky!!

3 hour Italian language exam tomorrow, which I'm pretty sure I am going to fail. 

I am in love with this man.

I haven't smiled since you left.

So, after a week of not talking to him, and believing that all he needed was space and that he was waiting for me to be back from summer for us to be together.. he tells me he is in a relationship. 

I should have known really, he's no different to the others. 

Why should I believe a word anyone says to me anymore?

I'm better off alone anyway. 

I don't need all this hurt in my life. 

I fucking hate guys that lead you on and build up your hopes and let you fall for them. 

And then all they do is turn around and tear your world apart. 

I should have listened to him when he told me I should walk away. but I wanted to show him what happiness felt like. I wanted to make him happy because he was always so sad. I wanted to be the one to show him what love was. I wanted to be with him so bad. 

Well atleast he got what he wanted, he's happy now, just not with me. Just in the process, I ended up getting hurt. As always. 

It's so hard not to feel sad when everyone around me is so happy with their lives. 

And I feel like mine is a lost cause, taking me no where, with absolutely nothing to look forward to.

I hope she hurts you because you're a fucking dick.

harsh words but I don't care. 

Go along and play happy families. 

Don't you dare come crying to me when it all goes wrong.

I wish I'd never met you.

i love the sound of rain outside my window.

Stuck in her daydream...

.... Been this way since eighteen. 

When is someone going to come along and save me? 

Getting lonely stuck revising in this dark flat. 

Missing the flatmates ♥

Tell me, did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there?

So my life feels pretty empty without you. 

You made me whole again. 

Please come back. 

 ♥

the future is ours.

I wish you would let me in. 

I'm crazy about you. 

 I really am, I'm falling for you. ♥

This is probably the worst idea that I've ever had. I'm proabably going to get hurt. But I'm not scared anymore. I think we are meant to be. We are so good together. We just fit. He's the risk that I'm willing to take. 

I can't get you out of my head.