oh darling, my head is a mess.

"You're clearly not over me so I will contact you again when you're ready. In the mean time I won't reply to your messages, calls or emails". 

WHY? I am over you. Aren't I? I worked so hard to get over you. I really did. I thought I was. I think I am. But you just came back into my life and all of a sudden things started going on in my head, and I had to tell you what I felt, I had to tell you that I missed you. Because I do. But now I've gone and lost you again. Maybe it's a good thing. Maybe I'm not over you, maybe you do know me too well and you're the only one who can see the truth. Maybe I'll never get over you. Please come back one day. Because that would be nice. I don't want to get back together, I do only want to be friends. And that is the truth. But for now, I'll be waiting for the day when you think I'm ready. I forgot you once, I can forget you again, right?